Birth Story.

Was sleeping halfway but awake when i feel a hot gush of water flowing out.

Rushed to the toilet and the water didnt stop, called up my clinic to check if my waterbag's broken.

From my description, i was advised to go to the hospital straight away.

Went to pack my hospital bag right away while my fil called hub. Luckily he's around our area.

So he came back, took my bag for me and along with fil, drove down to Thomson's Medical.

Went to the delivery suite and got changed into their 'very ultimate ugly purple cloth' & rest.

Stayed in the observation room while they get me prepared for my labour later on.

Damn ugly coat

Dear went to register for me, and kept me accompanied all the way through my dilating period.

When i arrived, i was 2cm dilated already. Feel no contractions yet and was still tweeting away.

It was 12pm when i'm admitted and the contractions starts around evening, was around 3-4cm..

And i cannot stand the pain already. Didn't want to take epidural as i wanna try how kick the pain is.

But i gave up cos i still have a long way to go even though they increased the level in my drip.

Power to the max.

At last i signed. I took epidural. It's not as painful as the injection on my wrist (meant for drip)

After the epidural, my legs was numb and it kept slipping of the bed. Feeling quite restless already.

Kept asking my dear to carry my legs back to me. And throughout the waiting process, he is.......

Playing games/watching drama on his phone, walking in and out to smoke, buy delifrance, toilet!

Waiting.. Waited... Wait until my gynae came. Dear saw him when he's smoking and my gynae 

told him that i've to undergo emergency c-sect straight away cos my waterbag's broken for too long.

I'm 6-7cm dilated around 11pm and it never progress except that i'm down with a fever.

From daytime smoke til..

Nighttime!

He still can show me this 2 pics whr thr's so many cigs thrown!

Side effects of the epidural taken, i'm shivering like hell. Whole body wriggling like a worm.

And my fever has slowly been affecting baby already. So that's when we all get very panic.

Was asked if i want a full or half aesthetic c-sect. Initially i chose full! Cos i ask which is less painful.

But in the end after further explaination of the procedures, i chose half. Cos i want my hus to see!

He can be with me if i choose half, but if it's full, he has to be outside waiting for me and baby.

Baby's out!

They got prepared, pushed me into the operating room and while they are increasing my drip,

I suddenly hear baby cries in the room. Though i was still in a dizzy state and shivering like mad.

I am very sure it's coming in the same place as where i am and not the next door or whichever.

Surprisely i didnt know baby's out already until the nurse ask dear to go over and see baby....

After that they carried baby to me, on my neck! Ask me to look at her... Zzzz totally can't see!!

Her mouth is pasted on my chin and i can only feel her breath. After that, that's when the kick comes.

I started to feel damn painful right below behind the green cloth, it's pulling and shaking. Damn shiok!

So near to me how to see leh..

Thn i heard from my left side that the aesthetic doc says:"come, i help you take picture!"

And i felt my dear's hand touching me, but i couldnt turn at all cos baby's still on my chin.

After awhile of even more pain, they carried baby and told dear to wait outside for me.

Still in a super dizzy mode, they bandaged and cleaned me up, took the lift & went up.

Before i was pushed back to my ward, i heard my family and dear's voice but i couldnt see properly.

I didnt know he wear until like that til he send me this picture!

Thn my tears cannot stop already, cos i'm allergic to all kinds of fever medicince & i felt so weak.

Shivering and shivering non-stop! I think the best description is placing 1000 iphone vibrating together.

My mother came and covered me 2 jackets including the one she's wearing, dad came to talk to me...

Bro and dear was also there. I was so damn sleepy.. but my tears still cannot stop. It was around 1am.

Ask dear to go back home with them first as he's been with me for the entire day in working attire.

He told me he'll come the next morning. I still can what's app awhile with him when he reached home leh~

I still rmb he tell me :" Dear love you loads sleep early tml morning i come see you. Muacks" 

And my dear sis eunice what's app me 2! Though my fingers wriggling like earthworm i can reply 1 sentence.

Fion's out already!!!

After that i really knocked out but afterall these pain and sufferings gone through's -all worth it.

I've brought our lil baby to this world and there's always this man whom i deeply love for the rest of my life.

*P/s: 1 thing that i find it damn worth: Dear told me that he cried!

Wahlau, you know ever since the day we're together.. that's like 4 years & so..

I never ever seen him tear, no chance at all.

Until he told me this hidden secret of him the previous night with evidence.

His tear!

He loves her so much, the bond between them is super power.

Like a G6...

First day at home already like honey & bee!

Love him when he laughs, love her when she smile. 

They're my everything-
Tan Jun Lin & Fion Tan.