I wanted a 5 day week job so i can spend my weekends with dearest.

At that time, he's just beginning his 2 years in NS & i work everyday.

I tell myself..

"I have to work these 2 years while waiting so time can be faster"

"I must make use of these days to earn money for my driving license"

And in the end, i was in this company for 3 years & so til he ORD.

The thing i wanted most was my driving licence.

I cope with the lessons right after work and i failed a couple of times cos i was too tired.

Was taking private that time and the circuit at night is like total shit which i can't see.

A whole day of facing the com in the day with contact lens, at night i just cant concentrate.

But at last, i passed.

And when i turned 19.

Unexpected, but very delighted.

As i've always wanted to be a young mommy.

She came at the correct timing, as my dear's already working with a stable income.

And at that period of time, i just tendered my previous job and joined another company.

We were both working and earning & deciding to ROM first before we know that i'm expecting.

So, i quit after 2 weeks as there'll be lots of preparation to do. (Wedding stuffs)

But... well, maybe my wish came true & decided to give me my 'gift' in 2010.

We tied the knots.

He told me this before. 

"If you can wait for me this 2 years when i'm in army,

thn you'll be the one i want to marry cos no other's better"

*(Something like that lah the msg.. so long already,

that time i still using motorola phone leh)

But it's never easy, he has to go oversea, confinements, field camp & etc.

So we don't get to see each other every weekend. And the feeling totally suck.

The thing is, i am strong.

I am ironman, wait for him 2 years faithfully.

I got everything that i wished for.

I have a very good husband.

He work like siao every single day. Yes. I mean every day with no off but ot.

Cos i'm shaking my legs with nothing better to do at home. I don't work anymore.

Sometimes, i see those pregnant woman with a big tummy travelling to work,

makes me think of how fortunate i am.

Mon-Fri : Stay home & rot days unless walking over to my cousin's place a few blks away.

Sat: Go back home cos mom will cook my fav soup and all the yummy food i love.

Sun: My parents will come pick me up for shopping.

This is how i spend my 6 months of pregnancy.

Now that i'm only left with my last 3+ month, i just hope time will be faster.

I cannot wait to see her!!!

It's a very amazing feeling, to have a baby that's "ours".
& it's very different when you expect 1 & when you don't.
Because the happiness is something that you look forward to.

I'm always thinking how she'll be, who will she resemble & etc.

But nevertheless, we'll expect her arrival soon.

Thank you for everything this 4 years +, you make every wish of mine came true.

You blockhead, i love u (: