Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 10:03 PM
Wednesday
It's hard getting used without baby's everyday's msges & calls.
& i really misses him so badly , that i couldnt concentrate on everything.
I had so much errors in my work & all the documents was in total mess.
Waited for dad, mom & bro for half an hour in the office after work.
Dad came to pick me up & we went Chinatown's food centre for dinner!
I got a V9 in Rose Gold & a memory card too, wanted to get screen protector as well..
But it was out of stock, so i guess i've got to get it somewhere else soon.
Shall wait for baby to be back from Aus & see which colour he prefers.
Cos we're getting the same phone! & because this phone has the front cam,
So baby agreed with me for getting this model although it's quite some time ago.
And now, i'm still cracking my brain on what straps shall we get.
Gucci's too common. Gonna wait for baby to decide again.
Thn we're done on the 'PHONE'.
& I can finally cancel it in my list on the left! (:
.
I hope my baby's doing well over , & i'm thinking if he's having flu again.
I wish he'll be a good boy & drink pails of water, smoke lesser & eat his meals.
I bring this set of worrying list of heartaches each day when he's not around.
And now i need him back soon cos my heart's tearing wide apart & i'm suffocating.
I miss the burberry cigarette smell lingering around me.
Thursday & Friday.
I gave my word to baby i would take good care of myself.
So i ate Vitamin C pills everyday as if i've got mental disorder & seek medication.
It's actually to prevent me from flu, cos my nose's so sensitive like baby's.
And though it's quite exhausting to get up every morning squeezing in packed trains.
The only motivation is the 'Cash' & my 'Baby'. It's ample to keep the passion going on.
But i've got no more time for my 'Girlfriends', like Eunice,Rainbow,Celeste,Jes & so on..
I always told them that i'll ring them up when i've got time but i always didnt! Haha.
But loads of appreciation to them cos they really understands me. :D
Now there's more thn two weeks before baby would be coming home.
I've been staring at the tiny calender slipped between the gaps in my keyboard.
And i look at them like i look in the mirror when i'm doing my paperwork in the office.
I count the dates, highlights, drew faces, pen-marks and whichever whatever.
I just want the day to arrive faster when baby can be home, & it's like so long.....
& that today , 10 -10-08's our 2 year anniversary, baby's so far away.
Haha and i'm getting baby the same phone as mine when he's back as his gift.
Baby gotten me a Agnes B heart locket pendant & he says he'll build a teddie for me,
only if i'm a good girl, & i promised that it'll be the last soft toy i will be getting.
Tomorrow's a Saddenday & i dont know how can i spent the day alone without baby.
And mommy suggested a picnic or bring GG to the petfarm, maybe grooming too?
Although i admit GG may be stinky at times when she goes down to walk the grass,
but she's the best companion i can ever have. I talk to her whenever i'm feeling down.
And she's always following me around & sleeping right at the edge of my bedside.
She's a dog but i guess she's a very good friend & maybe, she's one of my best friend.
I've been tucking in bed before the clock strikes 12.
I goes back home everyday after work for dinner.
I eat vit c pills so i wont get flu & fall sick.
I miss baby.
I need Visa to get that bag onine, & i asked baby to sign me one.
The black lady visa with a super big rose on top :D
It's hard getting used without baby's everyday's msges & calls.
& i really misses him so badly , that i couldnt concentrate on everything.
I had so much errors in my work & all the documents was in total mess.
Waited for dad, mom & bro for half an hour in the office after work.
Dad came to pick me up & we went Chinatown's food centre for dinner!
I got a V9 in Rose Gold & a memory card too, wanted to get screen protector as well..
But it was out of stock, so i guess i've got to get it somewhere else soon.
Shall wait for baby to be back from Aus & see which colour he prefers.
Cos we're getting the same phone! & because this phone has the front cam,
So baby agreed with me for getting this model although it's quite some time ago.
And now, i'm still cracking my brain on what straps shall we get.
Gucci's too common. Gonna wait for baby to decide again.
Thn we're done on the 'PHONE'.
& I can finally cancel it in my list on the left! (:
.
I hope my baby's doing well over , & i'm thinking if he's having flu again.
I wish he'll be a good boy & drink pails of water, smoke lesser & eat his meals.
I bring this set of worrying list of heartaches each day when he's not around.
And now i need him back soon cos my heart's tearing wide apart & i'm suffocating.
I miss the burberry cigarette smell lingering around me.
Thursday & Friday.
I gave my word to baby i would take good care of myself.
So i ate Vitamin C pills everyday as if i've got mental disorder & seek medication.
It's actually to prevent me from flu, cos my nose's so sensitive like baby's.
And though it's quite exhausting to get up every morning squeezing in packed trains.
The only motivation is the 'Cash' & my 'Baby'. It's ample to keep the passion going on.
But i've got no more time for my 'Girlfriends', like Eunice,Rainbow,Celeste,Jes & so on..
I always told them that i'll ring them up when i've got time but i always didnt! Haha.
But loads of appreciation to them cos they really understands me. :D
Now there's more thn two weeks before baby would be coming home.
I've been staring at the tiny calender slipped between the gaps in my keyboard.
And i look at them like i look in the mirror when i'm doing my paperwork in the office.
I count the dates, highlights, drew faces, pen-marks and whichever whatever.
I just want the day to arrive faster when baby can be home, & it's like so long.....
& that today , 10 -10-08's our 2 year anniversary, baby's so far away.
Haha and i'm getting baby the same phone as mine when he's back as his gift.
Baby gotten me a Agnes B heart locket pendant & he says he'll build a teddie for me,
only if i'm a good girl, & i promised that it'll be the last soft toy i will be getting.
Tomorrow's a Saddenday & i dont know how can i spent the day alone without baby.
And mommy suggested a picnic or bring GG to the petfarm, maybe grooming too?
Although i admit GG may be stinky at times when she goes down to walk the grass,
but she's the best companion i can ever have. I talk to her whenever i'm feeling down.
And she's always following me around & sleeping right at the edge of my bedside.
She's a dog but i guess she's a very good friend & maybe, she's one of my best friend.
I've been tucking in bed before the clock strikes 12.
I goes back home everyday after work for dinner.
I eat vit c pills so i wont get flu & fall sick.
I miss baby.
I need Visa to get that bag onine, & i asked baby to sign me one.
The black lady visa with a super big rose on top :D
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