Saturday, October 11, 2008 @ 11:43 PM
Saddenday.
Baby aint beside to wake me up, so i slept and dream of him as long as i can.
When he's with me, I always complain that he's snores too loud & he's so noisy.
Now that he's not beside me, i feel the silence & the night seems so cold & dull.
See lah, i only realise & want to treasure him even more when he's not around.
I wont complain anymore when he's back, cos i know how much he means to me.
And that i cannot afford to lose him.
Well, my days has to go on even though baby's not with me.
So i woke up, had muffins & tea for lunch & watched the HongKong Drama.
From 1pm to 5pm i've been lying on the sofa staring at the screen.
Dad came back from work & i went to get changed & we went for dinner!
Went to the petrol kiosk first, & it reminds me of baby. Sign.
Thn dad asked where i wanna go so i suggested Suntec, Vivo.
But i ended up @ Bugis, because he says he just went the two places last week.
Cock lah, in the first place he shouldnt have asked me. Haha.
Thn mama asked me where i wanna have dinner.
I chose 'Pastamania' since they told me they hadnt try it before the other day.
But i ended up @ KFC because she feels like eating chickoon.
Even more cock. They shouldnt talk to me at all lor.
For the night of shopping @ Junction.
Mama gotten me 3 tops , but i'll only be wearing them when baby's back!
Mommy got me a turtleneck translucent white cotton, a pinky flowery rose singlet,
& a black sleeveless ribboned top, & she kept asking me to get the office black coat.
As if i'm working in the bank zapping kachings! $$$$ I got a MilkTeaBeige Dye too.
I'm gonna dye my hair myself tml, since i've got so much time & nth better to do.
I know i should meet up with those girls but i'm rather down without baby around.
And they know, baby's my priority, so they'll understand.
Bro just showed me the new mp3 he bought. A samsung touchscreen 4gb.
And i think i wanna get exactly the same as him since he said Ipod's too big & common.
I think so too , & i guess i'll have a change of mind for getting a Ipod Classic.
Baby sang me -Hero- the night before he left'd.
& i regretted covering his mouth & turn away.
I should have listened, cos right now i just wanna hear it again..
Baby aint beside to wake me up, so i slept and dream of him as long as i can.
When he's with me, I always complain that he's snores too loud & he's so noisy.
Now that he's not beside me, i feel the silence & the night seems so cold & dull.
See lah, i only realise & want to treasure him even more when he's not around.
I wont complain anymore when he's back, cos i know how much he means to me.
And that i cannot afford to lose him.
Well, my days has to go on even though baby's not with me.
So i woke up, had muffins & tea for lunch & watched the HongKong Drama.
From 1pm to 5pm i've been lying on the sofa staring at the screen.
Dad came back from work & i went to get changed & we went for dinner!
Went to the petrol kiosk first, & it reminds me of baby. Sign.
Thn dad asked where i wanna go so i suggested Suntec, Vivo.
But i ended up @ Bugis, because he says he just went the two places last week.
Cock lah, in the first place he shouldnt have asked me. Haha.
Thn mama asked me where i wanna have dinner.
I chose 'Pastamania' since they told me they hadnt try it before the other day.
But i ended up @ KFC because she feels like eating chickoon.
Even more cock. They shouldnt talk to me at all lor.
For the night of shopping @ Junction.
Mama gotten me 3 tops , but i'll only be wearing them when baby's back!
Mommy got me a turtleneck translucent white cotton, a pinky flowery rose singlet,
& a black sleeveless ribboned top, & she kept asking me to get the office black coat.
As if i'm working in the bank zapping kachings! $$$$ I got a MilkTeaBeige Dye too.
I'm gonna dye my hair myself tml, since i've got so much time & nth better to do.
I know i should meet up with those girls but i'm rather down without baby around.
And they know, baby's my priority, so they'll understand.
Bro just showed me the new mp3 he bought. A samsung touchscreen 4gb.
And i think i wanna get exactly the same as him since he said Ipod's too big & common.
I think so too , & i guess i'll have a change of mind for getting a Ipod Classic.
Baby sang me -Hero- the night before he left'd.
& i regretted covering his mouth & turn away.
I should have listened, cos right now i just wanna hear it again..
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