Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 12:01 AM

I miss hugging baby & his mr dragon to sleep.
12 more days & baby will be back from Aus!
& he told me he'll get me present, presents, & PRESENTS!
But, he didnt know he's the best present i've ever gotten.
Today's a saturday but i've been at home the entire day!
I just stared at the screen when i woke up & it's been 10 hours.
Can you believe it? I cant. But i just feel like staying at home.
I'm like a zombie without seeing baby for 11 days, i'm going crazy.
& i'm not in a good shape recently, i'm getting weaker as days passes.
Well, i just need Dr baby now. And everything would be back as normal.
I just feel secured when he's around, and now i realise how much i relied on him.
No one'll understand this feeling of emptiness when another half's away.
So vexed , too paranoid , much anger , loses appetite, everything's nothing.
BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! ):