Whisper My Name , Karen.

Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 1:48 PM

Tossed & turned for the night of hours, but i just couldnt fall back asleep.

Went t sch & had english for the entire day again! Did papers & papers ..

Thn Mrs Ngiam came & invigilate , my eyeballs were diggling & toes were laughing.

She was once my home econ teacher for two years & i was blacklisted in her list.

It's never surprising that a frying pan would be slammed right in front of me ,

& the metal piece rolled on the floor while she's still holding on t the handle :D

And she'll break the plastic chair while she carried & flew it hard against the floor.

"Now , you shut up & get of the class now! i say now! Get out *screammmm*!".

Hahaha! Now she's back , i hope she wont recognise me.

Went home half of the lesson w eunice&co.

Thn mummy was home , fake mc again , t think she uses my method.

So we went to Ikea & i conned her t take the straight bus right outside,

forgetting that Mic once told me that my bus guide was updated 2003,

& it's already 07 now , So we alighted when mummy says im bringing her t holland.

Took a cab there instead & had lunch at Ikea.

Walked around & got a quilt set cover & wanted t get the bedsheet.

But mommy insist that we should go Aussino t get one as it's better quality.

Thn mommy reminded me that we need t pay t get plastic bags :P

__ wasted 30cents for a paper bag thn those plastics ones.

Bused down t Chinatown as mommy wanted t give money t her mom.

I hate going there , never once in a blue moom , me & mic would be there,

Whatever gatherings , whatsoever celebration , we both are always missing (x

Since it's mommy mom's bdae gift , so i intially gave in & went up w her.

Called daddy & he picked us up heading t Fareast square for dinner.

It's damn hot & stuffy there man! I should have agreed on having HAN'S )':

Thn i told daddy in the car how stupid it is t buy the quilt w/o the cover,

& he sent us t Westmall Aussino t get one for me :D so nice yea.

They chose a babygirl chef's pink design til the shop was closing soon.

Hmms , went The Face Shop as mommy wanted t get a lipstick & the promoter

tested so many colours on mommy's hand & gave me the shock of my life.

Thn went t play w the nail polish & asked mommy t lent me her fingernails.

Tried five colours , mommy:"hmm , this one nice , the fourth one , shiny."

"HMM , rlly meh , i see i see , ohhhh , nice . But ... i dont feel like buying leis . "

Hahas dad was lauging so loudly man , damn embarrasing :DDDDDDDDDD

I really really miss you.

It's this much when i've got so much to tell you , but when i saw you , nothing comes out.

It's this much when i really felt like sitting next t you mumbling how much im craving t have happymeal.

It's this much when i look upon my phone reading your msges once & again the whole night,even though it was only a sentence.

It's this much when i remembered how i did brownies for the first time & i waited in front of the oven when i didnt noticed that the switched was not switched on at all.

It's this much when i thought of having you right beside me hugging you so tightly that you cant even grasp a breath.

It's this much when i often hope you'll bring me the movies ,
aint because i like the show exceptionally much , but it's because i knew i've another quiet hour just w you.

It's this much that actually a piece of chocolate cake taste so bitter ,
but it's the sweetest when it gulps down your throat.

It's this much when i recalled the nights on the phone w you , i was fatigue ,
i was listless, but when half of my eyelids are closing , my heart's still listening.

It's this much that no one can ever let me so crazy all about & the love's that exist.

It's this much when i close my eyes and thought of how much i really misses you , & tears flow down my eyes.

It's this much when i thought i'll marry you.

YTake a step back , & i'll be there still , waiting for you , Love.